So last night I had to ask my mum to have a look at were my rectum use to be and yes I know you all probably think that this is weird but I had nobody else to ask and my mum used to work in the hospital so she has seen some not nice things before. When she had a look she noticed what looked to be a small hole and of course this send me into a mild panic because is it a fistula or has bum reopened. I hope that it is not a fistula as I really don't want another one but the thought that my rectal wound has opened up again just devastates me because I really had thought that last operation had worked.
Making horrible discovery's is never good for my bank balance because I am a comfort shopper. I used to be a comfort eater or should I say binge eater but of course I can't really do that anymore so I turn to shopping to make myself better. I knew that Illamasqua was having a sale and I have always wanted to try their eyeshadows, so I purchased 12 of the shadows that are in the sale as well as a nail polish and a cream pigment. If you are familiar with the Illamasqua brand then you will know that they are a high end brand but all the products that I bought were 60% off so instead of paying £218 I payed £88, it's safe to say that I am one happy bunny.
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