I have been struggling really badly
with depression since Wednesday and it’s all due to our internet being cut off,
how sad is that? I never realised how much speaking to other chronic illness
warriors on Twitter and Facebook helped me, it definitely makes me feel less alone and isolated. There is something else that it has
made me realise and that is I spend way too much time on sites like YouTube and
World of Tanks. It needs to stop, I love to read and make things so I should be doing that instead of being on the internet all the time. When did I become one of
these people who sits on the computer all the time? That’s right when the shit
hit the fan and I became agoraphobic.
The final thing that having
no internet has made me realise is I only have a couple of friends outwith the internet world. I
can only blame myself for having no friends, I tend to avoid speaking to people
because they always like to ask questions like how are you doing and honestly
that is my most hated question because try as they might people without a
chronic illness do not understand what we go through. People like myself with Crohn’s will never get better unless there is a cure and even if there is a
cure the damage has already been done to our bodies.
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Always have me babes. In exactly the same friendship position xx
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