Hello everyone, I hope you are all doing well and staying safe. To be honest, I don't really know what to put in this post, all I know is I wanted to write something
The last time I posted a blog post was back in September 2020 I was telling you about my admission to the hospital in the middle of the first wave of the Coronviruse pandemic. The reason why there were no blog posts after that was due to my mental health. I had been struggling with my mental health from the beginning of the year but it was made a lot worse by the operation I had in July to fix my perianal wound. Having that operation was one of the biggest mistakes I have made in my life because all it has done is made the wound worse which means my life revolves around it. It's like a nightmare that never ends and sometimes I think it would be better to end it. Taking medication to help with depression can only do so much when you can not get rid of the thing that is causing the depression.
That's all for this post, sorry it's a bit of a downer, I will try and to more in-depth posts of what is exactly going on when I feel up to it.
