What will I be posting

Hello everyone, I hope you are all staying safe. Today I thought do a super quick post telling you what my plans are for posts on this blog.

The plan is I will be writing a blog post on exactly what has happened after my admission to the hospital for 3 infections in May 2020. I will tell you about my worsening mental health, the surgery that happened in July to fix my 12-year-old perianal, plus the multiple problems that have happened post-op, and what happened to me after my first Covid vaccine back in February. At this time I have not decided if I am going to do one long post or split them up into three posts, if you have a preference on what you would prefer then please let me know. The final thing is I will be posting diary/journal posts that I have written since last May but never posted.

Well, that's it for today's post everyone. I hope you enjoyed reading and it shouldn't be too long before you see a new one, until next time................

    

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Keep fighting

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It's been a long time *TRIGGER WARNING*

Hello everyone, I hope you are all doing well and staying safe. To be honest, I don't really know what to put in this post, all I know is I wanted to write something

The last time I posted a blog post was back in September 2020 I was telling you about my admission to the hospital in the middle of the first wave of the Coronviruse pandemic. The reason why there were no blog posts after that was due to my mental health. I had been struggling with my mental health from the beginning of the year but it was made a lot worse by the operation I had in July to fix my perianal wound. Having that operation was one of the biggest mistakes I have made in my life because all it has done is made the wound worse which means my life revolves around it. It's like a nightmare that never ends and sometimes I think it would be better to end it. Taking medication to help with depression can only do so much when you can not get rid of the thing that is causing the depression.

That's all for this post, sorry it's a bit of a downer, I will try and to more in-depth posts of what is exactly going on when I feel up to it.

Keep strong

and 

Keep fighting

💓💙💚💛💜 

You can also follow me on 

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discord | youtube | twitch